This is why i weep,
Been thinking about a lot lately,
Been kinda down.
Friday will be two years...
It seems so far away, but hurts like just yesturday.
Everyone cares... the first few weeks.
Everyone remembers... the first few months.
Everyone goes on... but us.

It is very hard, i cannot lie.
I don't want sympathy,
I truely just want to cry.

My eyes have filled with tears so many times already,
And today is not even the day.
I can not explain the hurt,
Like some of you is missing,
A part of you that will never come back.
I can ask God all the questions,
that i have already exhausted,
But what is the use.
With or without the answers it hurts me just the same.

So God i send you up this little prayer,
With eyes so drenched i cannot see,
I ask that you would guide me.
With a heart so broken i can not go on,
let me understand, she's really gone.
Lord, you may keep my mother,
Just so long as you tell her i love her.